February 25, 2004
Depression
Have you ever caught yourself on talking to yourself? Last time it happened to me I think it’s been like …hmmm… 2 years ago maybe… or maybe I’m lying. The depressing fact is that it happened again today. I wonder why it happens…
I don’t wanna do anything. One of those times when you just wanna fuck everything and run… as fast as you can away from it all. One of those times when you think that nobody would care and nobody will remember. That time when you think that everything you do is useless and there is no purpose in doing it. The time when you need to disappear but you don’t have a magic wand.
We saw the Mystic river today… It didn’t seem very optimistic if I can say so… I think it’s been a very depressing day… week… month… But I’m still smiling.
july, i was just thinking about going and watching this misterious river right now. but now...after reading ur "bright-n-positive" let's say after-movie-mood-description i guess i won't go...hehe sorry no offends, i'll still go dude;) wanna get my dose of the feeling of real and hard life. time to put aside pink glasses that i wear and that u hate so much, right???
Posted by Pina on February 25, 2004 07:44 PMwell, i'll share w u my impressions tomorrow,
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oops...it's mystic river...well whatever
Posted by Pina on February 25, 2004 07:45 PMtimes when you just wanna fuck everything and run --- it's very much familiar to me...
Posted by daffodil on February 26, 2004 01:49 PM