May 30, 2004
Girls just wanna have fun
And I thought I was forgetting how to do that because I got old… No! I am not old – and I’ll never be old. It all depends on the person – if he wants to get old and he likes getting old – he’s old. And that means – you’re boring!
Friday night we spontaneously decided to go drinking at Ksusha’s place. I didn’t want to go cause I had to leave extremely early the next day to go to my village and I didn’t have anything with me except for the things I had with me from the University. But they talked me into going provided with everything I needed and we were partying till 4 am.
I woke up at 8am and went to my village. In the car I got sick – of course! I was dying all the way there, till I finally got to my house and slept for a while. Saturday night I couldn’t drink anymore so there was nothing else left for me than to smoke. The night was extremely boring cause I had to hang around with people who were 20 years older than me. All this because of my friend (I have a feeling she has a crush on one of them though she’s already married) she really likes their company. The only fun thing about the night was that I asked some guys from my village to give us a ride around on their bikes. And I haven’t sat on one for two years already. So it was fun to feel the wind in your face again and to cry either because of it or because of the emotions that overwhelm you.
Today BB drove me to town and after that we were riding the bike around Moscow for a couple of hours. It was awesome. Next weekend should be great.
Oh, here’s something funny – my first X called me on Friday. We talked for a while. Mostly it was me – yelling at him and thanking him for screwing up my life… And suddenly he proposed to me… 3 fucking years have passed and the jerk finally understood something. He told me to think about it. I’m gonna see him next weekend. Life IS a fucking movie. I wonder if I’d be surprised if Alex appeared on my doorstep on Tuesday…
AND I CAN’T LIVE WITH MY PARENTS ANYMORE!!!