June 07, 2004
No F***ing Mercy
Friday is the execution day of the fourth year students from the linguistics department at the International University. All are welcome!
Seriously, will these people ever give us a break? 60 questions in 4 days…Possible? I don’t think so. But…it’s all our fault. We were given the questions a long time ago. And as any normal kid at the age of 20 we all thought we had plenty of time. Think again…
On Friday (last Friday) my life was ruined. Now it’s even worse than it was before (yes, it’s possible). I got a “B” on my English exam. And not just a “B”. As we have this weird system where you score out of a 100, “A” is from 87-100. Now…guess what I’ve got? Yes, it’s the most slighting mark there could possibly be.
What am I gonna do now? – I’m gonna pass it again. When? – I have no *** clue. So due to all the mischief that is going on in my life concerning my education (by the way after I failed that exam, my dad told me that I haven’t succeeded as an educated person in this life), I was even thinking about leaving the idea of going to RUDN.
Hard living this life without having any support from your family. On the contrary all you get is the blame and the yelling and what not. I wish I could just leave it all and leave. But what am I gonna do afterwards? They pay for everything. I have no job, no apartment no helping hand. I might just go crazy if I don’t do something…fast. By the end of every school year I promise myself that “next year it’s gonna be easier” and what? Nothing changes. Things only get worse.